sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
sometimes i forget i'm alive
i feel it coming and i've gotta get out of it's way
i hear it calling and i come cuz i can't disobey
i should not listen and i shouldn't believe but i do
yes i do
she turns me on
she makes it real
i have to apologize
for the way i feel
my life it seems has taken a turn
why in the name of god would i ever want to return
peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground
fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around
i wanna kill away the rest of what's left
and i do
yes i do
she turns me on
she makes it real
i have to apologize
for the way i feel
and nothing can stop me now
there's nothing to fear
and everything that ever was
is inside of here
woah woah woah woah woah
inside of here
now i just stare into the sun
and i see everything i've done
i think i could have been someone
but i can't stop what has begun
when everything is said and done
and there is no place left to run
i think i used to be someone
now i just stare into the sun
-NIN
It's Not Impossible
I wrote pages about how I could never
So many phases back and forth and wherever
Sometimes so quiet hearing the little mice creep
While in my head the riot wouldn’t let me sleep
Up hills in Portugal
Across the Berlin Wall
Now it’s hard to remember when
I had no hope of you my friend
But it’s not impossible
It’s not impossible, now I know
It’s not impossible
I looked for hands until I was surrounded
Everyone else seemed they already had found it
Never collected what I thought was owed me
Now I know it’s not you, but at least you showed me
It’s not impossible, now I know
It’s not impossible, I thought so
But it’s not impossible
I’m still not certain, but it’s not so deadly
I’m not that person that despaired so steadily
Like sink tap water through my hands it went
But as long as failure's only ninety nine percent
It’s not impossible, now I know
It’s not impossible, I thought so
But it’s not impossible
-Jeffrey Lewis
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Gloating is Fucking Fun
You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
delicious and awesome
What is your current mood?
Saturday afternoon
What are you currently listening to?
a lawnmower
Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
many
Have you had your first kiss yet?
yes
Where do you go when you need to just get away?
Wynonia
Will the next month be a good one?
I'll make it so
What's something you really want right now?
a working charger for poor Trydan
Who last called you babe or baby?
uh...no one
How do you feel about your hair right now?
I feel...pretty? Oh so pretty?
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
yes
When is the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
maybe topically, but it's been some time now
Who was the last person to make fun of you?
the only person who can and get away with it
Will this upcoming weekend be a good one?
definitely
Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
yeah, I think so
Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
yes
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
one of my favorite places to be
When was the last time you talked to your best friends?
yesterday
Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
hell no; can you imagine the life would I never experience if I did that?
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ian
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
no
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
soon
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
yes
Where was your default picture taken?
the road
What was the weather like today?
overcast and warm, but I like it
Is it easy to make you cry?
no
What would you do if your best friend died?
oh shit...I don't know if I could do anything
I bet you miss somebody right now?
not really
Can you honestly say your okay right now?
fucking bloody hell yes!
What are you doing tomorrow night?
no idea
What about the night after that?
no idea
Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
as a formality
What's a recent memory that you miss?
the night...the stars and moon...lying in the grass...sitting on the rooftop, on the bridge, in the thicket...
Last person you saw other than your family?
Jake and Ian
Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
that's a universal thing
According to your Ex, you are...?
not affectionate
delicious and awesome
What is your current mood?
Saturday afternoon
What are you currently listening to?
a lawnmower
Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
many
Have you had your first kiss yet?
yes
Where do you go when you need to just get away?
Wynonia
Will the next month be a good one?
I'll make it so
What's something you really want right now?
a working charger for poor Trydan
Who last called you babe or baby?
uh...no one
How do you feel about your hair right now?
I feel...pretty? Oh so pretty?
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
yes
When is the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
maybe topically, but it's been some time now
Who was the last person to make fun of you?
the only person who can and get away with it
Will this upcoming weekend be a good one?
definitely
Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
yeah, I think so
Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
yes
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
one of my favorite places to be
When was the last time you talked to your best friends?
yesterday
Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
hell no; can you imagine the life would I never experience if I did that?
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ian
Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
no
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
soon
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
yes
Where was your default picture taken?
the road
What was the weather like today?
overcast and warm, but I like it
Is it easy to make you cry?
no
What would you do if your best friend died?
oh shit...I don't know if I could do anything
I bet you miss somebody right now?
not really
Can you honestly say your okay right now?
fucking bloody hell yes!
What are you doing tomorrow night?
no idea
What about the night after that?
no idea
Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
as a formality
What's a recent memory that you miss?
the night...the stars and moon...lying in the grass...sitting on the rooftop, on the bridge, in the thicket...
Last person you saw other than your family?
Jake and Ian
Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
that's a universal thing
According to your Ex, you are...?
not affectionate
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